Wanna here a story, heres of a piece of my mind//
deep in land, once upon a time//
where all the bills and stress collide//
where all people seem impolite//
and some of them wanna be my friend/
not for me, the things I bring//
Fuck all the songs they want to sing//
AND all the thoughts they want to think//
I say fuck em, I say fuck em//
you the type of people nigga wanna scream and lash out//
grab two bats, in the left and right let me swing, do my thing till y'all brain smashed out//
Repulsive, kinda offensive gotta admit most times I'm defensive//
kinda shit that keeps the weak people gone but end, no friends when I look in retrospective//
how dreadful, for example to absorbed that I need to find the back door//
have the fear that I'll fall into a track door//
my mistake in the end I miss the world//
all the beauty in it, all booty in it//
opportunities, cause I'm always scared to get it//
No one likes me, cause I'm truthful//
a sweet dude, but I'm rude though//
but I'm ruthless, rather reckless//
got some things on my shoulder, never headless
but I never follow up, or never follow through, cause I feel its hopeless
All the hope and faith, never keep it//
Had a chance, but my thoughts made me miss it//
So let me rewind, let me take my time and be more optimistic//


Hey man where you going, no need take off like boeing//
all the negative views need to drop, then cruise in the night while the moon is glowing//
the wall in heart are closing, real mean with the things your posting,//
kinda hard to find love and make new friends with the ones with both arms open//
and I know you really miss it, some times you got risk it//
Need to pause two times fore you say one thing don't be so egotistic//
Some say its unrealistic
Some say its seeming mystic
I think next I just might try to more optimistic


Always keep a straight face, never fake smiles//
And I always lay awake because my mind's wild//
and my heart racing, while leg pacing//
all doubt and the worries, placed in//
a fucking void, where its gone, and they having no effect//
cause guys getting cocky bout weight they putting on, so they wanna disrespect//
man you super puny like bro, you even lift now please was that really suppose to hurt//
what if I told that niggas got me feeling inferior you should fear me because I usually go berserk//
I lift myself up when I let you down and I let myself down when I lift you up//
I was nice in the day but if feel so corrupt, cause the friends that I had could never speak up//
bye bye to the friend zone, don't wanna hear about all the men you like//
all the girls around me, had to push them back, so I dunno what a real hug feel like//
Its ok, Its whatever, I know I'll be alone till forever//
always Paranoid, oh well, kinda shy well shiieeet. Oh well//
Never change my ways, accept it, want me to help your feelings, neglected//
I admit that I did give it thought, so I'ma try to be more optimistic//