Ok, Respectfully, I'm disrespecting everyone//
finding self will be the win, the cost is losing everyone//
Sadly Mistaken, what was I thinking that it fix it all//
This is really silly, it kills me when no one ever calls//
No sleep at all, I stay awake//
to fix a little problem, but really just made a huge mistake//
heating all this beef and now I'm having to cute the steak//
put it in reverse to move forward, I hope that all it takes//
lighting up my past will never bring a brighter future//
have some cuts I'll just fix em all with a suture//
The past is cancerous, I'll cut it off just like a tumor//
Laughing bout it all, just like I had a sense of humor//
Kinda of ironic, cause I'm teary eyed
Crush them all, till I'm satisfied//
alcool, pour a shot for em
Cheers to the old friend ships cause never restore em and
I make mistakes, I bumped my head//
I make mistakes, thats what Kanye said//
I make mistakes, let' not play pretend//
I made one now, every now and then//
and then again, so do you//
think you acting perfect, please don't be a fool
We make mistakes, this I'm telling y'all//
Just to let y'all know, we a perfect y'all//
She fine, I met her as a Junior//
She was just a sophomore, had ass like a senior//
had gorgeous features, cooler than the freezer//
tied together like sneakers, had me catching scarlett fever//
for a few days, few months, few years //
Then I told her I that had to leave she cried a few tears//
Worried we would talk less, double up on phone calls//
Got to actin reckless, should have known that I would fall//
not together, should have know I'd be alone//
I'm the type that women love to have in friend zone//
She like to tell me she loves me hates when I am gone//
and that she places noone above me, think I been led on//
She'd hold my hand and give me kisses, yeah, the shit was cool//
Pleasure P, I felt like boy friend number 2//
Mr. T , could you please pity this fool//
I'm lost like remotes, not knowing what to do//
This is getting tricky, its silly like ren & stimpy//
Got me driving cross the city, to see her being so pretty//
Took her clothes off just to let me catch a glimpse//
thought love was a thin line, but sex with her was slim//
or maybe not, we could get closer//
Make her fall for me, as I bend her ovvvvaa//
Or maybe not, crush is over//
This is lust now, whatever
Let tell you about a time when I was desperate//
Lonely like the number one, need someone who's affectionate//
She use to text and call a lot, she said she wasn't feeling him//
yea he use to be my boy, be chillin with my man's and them//
hear they go again, yeah they arguing//
You need someone to call, you know Ill be your friend//
but it was more than that, the kinda act that had stretching and flipping//
bending backwards just like and acrobat.//
That wrong, oh so wrong//
set my true colors, showed I wasn't strong//
cold as a hundred fridges, with fire that burn my bridges//
more coward than hundred bitches, fucked up like thousand glitches//
Typical nigga, who fucks with the trust//
in return he fucked by karma, chasing the lust//
and she cheated, and played pretend and wrecked my car in the end//
let out a chuckle and she said with a grin, nigga I make mistakes