A list of things that make me smile, yes it true//
A cup of coffee, your smiles, and kangaroo//
my beat pad, dance floors, pretty you//
most the time really happy when in my room//
but some times I sad because, have noone to tell it to//
I have my share of demons and angels now they are in a feud//
call it inner conflict but please don't get it misconstrued//
nobody really listens, except the times when I'm being rude//
but is it my problem your fucking ears are broken//
I'm home alone you horse's ass, macaulay culkin//
you think I'm jolly hopin', most time I've hardly spoken//
I smile when talkin' shit, My Melancholy's jokin'//
Rather than make em smile, Ill just expose my dreams//
I want them to see the pain, nightmare thats not serene//
I want to see them cry, what the fuck does this mean//
Why do I find the pleasure in killing your self esteem//

The light is disappointed and knowing my actions wasn't right
The dark in me is happy and having these celebrations like//

Why am I so alone, I need a sexy friend//
Falling in love with lust, That puts it to an end//
or maybe bust nut, SO then it doesn't hurt//
And then she'll probably stay, but it doesn't work//
She said I'm really nice, you looks ain't have ass bad//
but this the only problem, your not as have ass bad//
explain the no shows, all of the naked photos//
now you got me real loco, now baby that is a no go//
yeah she lets me hit, and now she all confused//
on to the next one, now thats kinda rude//
told you that I would stay, but now I'm gone//
I like the space between your legs, not the friend zone//
I'm not a rebound, I'm a repeat//
take your pictures then beat beat, then retweet//
Rather than make em smile, Ill just expose my dreams//
I want them to see the pain, nightmare thats not serene//
I want to see them cry, what the fuck does this mean//
Why do I find the pleasure in killing your self esteem//

The light is disappointed and knowing my actions wasn't right
The dark in me is happy and having these celebrations like//